Long Time Sober AA Lady’s Ruling
I got sober in Alcoholics Anonymous in 1979 and felt I could conquer the world and decided I would start working on movies and did at the young age of 19 years. I started working on a Television Movie in Costumes and that same year was a “ Costume Supervisor” on a Feature Film in New York and of course could not stay sober alone like I thought and then at age 21, the legal drinking age I started drinking Vodka Martinis and Stoly on the rocks with movie crew friends at posh bars on the other side of the hill, that’s what it’s referred to as “ going over the hill”, to the West Side of Town and Beverly Hills, from the valley as I was raised in “ The San Fernando Valley”. Also, I made good money at a young age and spent it on partying but still had my own apartment where I lived by myself, and I even had a maid as I’m an ambitious person and very productive and even at a young age I hit what is called “ A High Bottom” which means I still had everything and lost nothing. I had my apartment, a car, and a job as a Costume Designer that I thought I was going to loose if I kept on drinking. Therefore, I decided after many years of contemplating getting sober again to get sober, I decided to just by the guilt alone as every time I took out my trash full of Vodka bottles I felt guilty as I had already been to AA and I lived in my apartment in Studio City and just across the L A River was guess what? An AA Meeting Hall and every time I took the Vodka bottle trash out I thought about the AA meetings there and felt they would know, so one day I called the Meeting Hall that was in a Chapel on Radford Drive and I asked them for a ride to a meeting and the person told me to get there on my own. I was afraid to go alone and finally went to a meeting and another one and another one and finally found sobriety and I have stayed sober ever since that day on Feb. 9th, 1985 and I got sober in own apartment alone and went to alot of AA meetings and I did not ever go to a detox or rehab but years later I did work as a Sober Living Manager but never had been to one to get sober as I am a loner personality, a writer since I was young and I love my solitude and that worked for me, getting sober alone and going to meetings everyday and reading my Alcoholics Anonymous Big Book every night til I feel asleep and I was strict with myself this was and made my rules I kept, which were read the Big Book every night, go to a Noon meeting and a Nighttime meeting everyday and don’t drink no matter what, even if you have to run around the block to not drink, that was saying I often heard and eat whatever you want and drink coffee I also learned and did just that. I went to Fellowship after meetings, that is where a bunch of AA members from the meeting all go out to a restaurant and I ate alot of pie and other food I loved and drank alot of coffee and still am. Still, yet I lost about twenty pounds of Alcohol blot even though I ate whatever I wanted, cookies and AA Birthday cake at meetings and suddenly I looked better as I lost the bloat in my face and that also helped me stay sober as I looked better and I could remember everything and that was one reason I decided to get sober as I could not remember which famous actor I spoke to on the phone the night before when I was drinking as I worked as a “ Costume Designer” and made a good income, a couple of thousand a week in my early twenties and then suddenly I also had money by staying sober, which thank God I did as I thought I am going to ruin my career as a Costume Designer and soon people might not hire me,so being scared about what could happen in the future if I kept on partying with movie crew friends was enough to say its time to stop. I even called an Eskimo’s sponsor and said “ I have not lost anything, I heard people have to loose everything to get sober” and he told me he was a record producer and lived in Malibu and hit a high bottom and still had his house in Malibu when he got sober and “ Okay, I said, a high bottom it is. I guess I’ll get sober before I loose everything” which was not alot then but staying sober soon I was able to buy my own Townhouse in Studio City and at three years sober I bought my first property when I was only 28 years old with three years of sobriety and I felt very spiritual there with pine trees along the lot and sat taking a Jacuzzi with my coffee in the morning and relaxed and thought thank God I’m sober, I feel so serene here and I read many other spiritual books there besides my trusted Bible called “The Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous,” I read “ The Right Use Of God’s Will” and “ The Prophet” even and that information goes along with my long AA story later in life as I became a Prophetess, unbeknownst this is what I would be, I became a medium clear open vessel of light in 2009 and prior to that I did Angel Board reading channeling starting in 2005, and at age 11 also, low and behold I started channeling God in 2005 on my Angel Board and Prophet channel writing for God in 2009 and since I was given the gift to write for deceased spirits I started writing for Bill Wilson and Dr. Bob and also for Lois Wilson as I also go to Al anon. I then read on the Internet that Bill Wilson was known as a mystic and did the Ouija Board and thought then and realized they channeled the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous by God, my life saving book I read each night in 1985 to get the miracle of staying sober in the program of AA and thus it all made such sense that Bill W. and Dr. Bob channel wrote the AA Big Book by God the same way I Prophet channel write for God and no coincidence I read “The Prophet” too and miracles do happen when you do the footwork and what is in front of you and plant seeds and stay patient and follow your intuition, another book I read was called “Listening To Your Inner Self” and many books such as this during my life as spiritual books and the afterlife and mystic information has always been my source of interest, even as a child I did the Ouija Board alone and in my early sobriety I did Tarot Card readings like crazy as so did my first AA sponsor, and fun it was too us and we are sober, what does it matter? and shuffling cards kept me busy in my early sobriety I did my own readings obsessively I would say as Alcoholics have what is called the ism which means they can have a tendency to over do things, such as I love Coca Colas and will drink alot of them at times and “ so what! I say, I am sober, what does it matter, I can drink as many Coca Colas and as many Venti Starbucks as I like” as staying sober is all that matters and my ism works well with my Prophet writing open vessel medium gift as I write and write til my hand is numb until my cell practically falls out of my hand and in 2009 I wrote by hand and wrote for ten hours straight for God, the powerful magician who brings so many miracles to the grave white vast earth. That is the work I do, for thirteen years it’s been my writing for God as a Prophetess, thank God for AA which made me more spiritual and where I learned to depend on a higher power who I choose to call God and always did pray to God even when I drank and then said “Please let me stay sober today” “ I am done” I said one night long ago on Feb. 9th,1985. Then shortly after I started staying sober “ One day at a time” I asked to have the obsession removed from me and I literally felt it lifted from my body and slept great and awoke to start writing away as in AA they teach you, to write things on paper or type them and things came pouring out of me that next morning, so easily and swiftly as I had surrendered to God to stay sober, I am powerless and have stayed this was ever since that day and depend on God for things to transpire in my life by doing the footwork and staying productive and by keeping goals in mind. I also later learned about Creative Visualization, like a vision board many do these days, and I do this often too for many years, I close my eyes and imagine what I want to happen, what I want my life to be like, and even what I want my house to look like. I did this all the time when I bought my dream home in 2005, I imagined the gardens and flowering vines I would have there in the future, a Viking stove, a mosaic tiled spa with a fountain etc., as letting your imagination flow and dreaming and imagining what you want to happen helps to create it and it keeps me ambitious also, to have a goal in mind is very motivating, to work hard to have the money for what you plan to have and I use this method in my life and did this often when I bought my fourth property where I planned to live the rest of my life but a black cloud of doom fell upon my pink cloud of sobriety which I walked upon, a pink cloud is what AA’s call peoples sobriety that is always great, living on a pink cloud,feeling good and wonderful inside and having it so easy to stay sober and some said this to me in my life “You make it look so easy to stay sober” as it was always easy as I felt so great inside by not drinking or playing games or manipulating, I felt so great just because I did nothing wrong is the truth of it, as I learned early on do not manipulate, and to check your motives, I learned this from a sponsor when I had about one year sober and thus I followed this ever since that time and still do as if you do nothing wrong you don’t feel bad inside and I felt in bliss in our one story home I bought that I planned out for so long and planned to never move again and “Last house” I said. Wrong, as we were stalked there and vandalized, and possessions were stolen from my car and our cat’s went missing and even a tree was cut down on our property and raped I would call it, spiritual bliss so earned by many years of hard work was trampled all over by predators and then I was slandered in 2009 and what I had built up in our great life was diminished by outsiders who did that and as before that life just flowed along and I worked hard and money always came in and I always said out loud “ God will provide” and he always did and then identity theft happened after all the crimes were committed against us, after our great life in the suburbs was trampled all over. How could this all happen? to a long time sober AA lady who worked so hard to get where we were at, as years and years of hard work went into buying my dream house where Church bells chimed every hour and I felt so great and spiritual and so wonderful I said “I am going to do whatever it takes to stay in this house, I will sell alot of houses and estates as a California Real Estate Agent and sell my Screenplays, as I had completed one, and sell a song as I am a song writer and I thought I would even do Angel Board readings for people for one hour a night for one hundred dollars and that would be three thousand a month in extra income. My elderly mom was supposed to move in that one story house with us and her plans crumbled to the wayside also, she told me in 2002 she only wanted to live with my daughters and I and I said “ No Problem Mom, don’t worry I will buy a one story house for you to live with us in your older age” as my daughters and I lived in a two story house where all the bedrooms were upstairs so in 2004 I refinanced that two story house I owned alone and I used that refinance equity money to upgrade the two story home to sell it for a good price in a good real estate market and said “ 2005 is the time to buy and sell!” so since the two story house looked so good I decided to have my 20 Years Sober Party there and did in spring 2005 and then put up the for sale sign. I found the one story house I wanted on the Multiple Listing Service as I worked as a Real Estate Sales Agent and starting selling alot of homes in 1999 and I even dreamed about the inside of a house and the street it was on and turned out it was the house on the MLS that I kept staring at and my dreams from God let me know it was the right one and when I walked into the entry the Church Bells Gonged and I said “ Oh my God, I am buying the house, I do not even have to look around because I already know” and knew surer than any moment any time this is very definitely the house I am supposed to buy. My daughters loved it and my elderly mom approved of it to live there in her old age and she said “ I want to go on the house with you” right in the entry way when she walked in and “ Great” I said and called and told the mortgage broker and the mortgage broker said “ perfect, we can use your moms assets and your payment will be lower” so “Great I said Okay” and my mom went home and faxed everything to them and went on the house with me out of the goodness of her heart and she said “You work so hard and you are such a good mom, I like helping you for you and your kids” and lucky for me that’s the way she was as she always said “ I take care of you and you take care of me, your the one who’s always lived near me, who’s there for me if I need anything and that’s why, but don’t tell the others,it’s my business” s I got a swing loan on my two story house to buy the one story house where my mom planned to live with us and I bought the one story house with my swing loan money, equity I borrowed against it, and I used my equity to upgrade the one story house also, and did about eighty grand in upgrades to the one story house with my money before we moved in and the million dollar 2540 square foot house went up almost half a million by my upgrades, as in 2006 it appraised for almost five hundred thousand more than I paid and I planned to live there forever and worked my whole life to get there, eighteen years as a Costume Designer Nancy G. Fox and Costume Supervisor and ten years I spent building up my Real Estate business as Nancy G. Fox-Taylor, but normally I am known as Nancy Fox and I restored my maiden name in Sept 2005 and go by Nancy Gail Fox aka, otherwise known as Fox-Taylor and in AA I am just Nancy F. as its supposed to be anonymous, but gang stalking happened at our house and it appears a long time sober honest hard working productive ambitious AA lady is what’s called the awful title “A targeted individual” as I said a black cloud fell upon my AA Pink Sobriety wonderful happy life cloud I walked upon in bliss for so many years as right after we moved into the one story house it seems jealous hate crimes started to happen, as the mail box was broken onto the ground two times, car broken into in our driveway May 9th, 2006 and my Real Estate listing portfolio was stolen, that ruined my prosperous real estate income alone and my daughters ballet bag. Cars stalked and our cats went missing in 2008 then in 2009 I was slandered and someone lied I was suicidal? which I have never been in my life, even when I drank I would pray to God “ please let me live” and that is my personality as I don’t even like flying on a plane as I don’t want to die. So someone told that ridiculous lie in early 2009 and anonymous callers lied about me to DCFS of all places, and they should have never knocked on the door of a mom who’s so over nice, who hates spanking and hitting, who’s a long time sober AA lady and thank God I still am,as I just celebrated 37 years of Sobriety. One thing for sure, I am proof anyone can stay sober no matter what, as the matter what’s are so large as what’s been done to me is beyond human comprehension as to slander an AA lady who’s sober so long is ridiculous. Therefore, it appears I was set up, that I am pretty positive about as how could this happen to a long time sober AA person who does nothing wrong, who works so hard in their life and where everything always flowed in and worked so well. It ruined everything I had worked for as I had built up a all referral real estate business for ten years when this occured. I sold 100 homes as a California Realtor and made a good income as I did as a Costume Designer working long hours and I am an over ambitious productive type person and always have been and I am also known as so calm and easy going and patient and that has always been my personality to work quietly and I was shy as a child and a poet type introvert and in AA meetings I was too afraid to say a word in my first year. I did not want to read in AA meetings or share and stayed sober anyway, by quietly reading the Big Book alone each night til I slumbered off and that’s how I got sober. I worked quietly as a Realtor also, always planning sales, previewing listings, emailing and texting and sold houses this way, quietly always working as that’s my personality and still is in my Prophet writing career that I have been doing since 2009, as when they took me down by their wrong doings I changed my proffesion to that of a Prophetess, and started my channel writing business then in 2009 in Sherman Oaks, California where I grew up and decided to call it, the important title of the “Medium For God” and started doing psychic medium readings for the public in 2010 and I work as a Psychic Medium Phone reader for almost 12 years,Thus, my third career as a Prophetess Writer Medium Reader which many seeds were planted for during my life, they did pay off as a sold rock foundation for this proffesion change I made in early 2009 but then years later in 2013 when I opened up a Medium For God sole owned business PayPal account a group lied my PayPal email address was theirs and theirs it is not! it is only mine, and that is the I D theft I have been fighting off as a determined long time sober AA lady and as a mother who’s happy family life was destroyed by DCFS knocking on our door in 2009 and asking me “ Is your master bathroom where you pray and meditate?” and yes, I did pray and meditate in there and read my AA Mediation Books and did my readings in there with my bathroom door closed and my bedroom door closed in the daytime at times and my daughters were teenagers then and could have just yelled mom so I was not doing anything that would be a reason for DCFS to come as that is not child endangering.A DCFS case file was opened based on lies and the lies were “Dismiss without prejudice” in 2009 and my older daughter was “ Dismiss from case” in 2009 in the court. Then I had a psych eval in fall 2009 and my older daughter was 18 years old at this time, just pointing that out in case someone who set me up is lying they got control of my money when I had a psych eval in fall 2009 as no one could have, as number one my older daughter was an adult, age 18 and number two I had a Court Hearing there and I was ruled “Not gravely disabled, not a danger to herself or others” “ A Concerned Citizen” for reporting crime tips who has spiritual insight since age 11 and who is sober in Alcoholics Anonymous since Feb. 9th, 1985, the ruling.